June 2011
18 posts
“I don’t want to be judged the rest of my life for my biggest mistake....”
Before You
Before you, I never shed a tear
I only cried through anger and frustration
Or stressful messes that appeared too quickly
Before you, I never hurt
I never let anyone close enough to even touch
Leaving the thickness walls between them and me
But you came along making me feel something
Making me feel the tear drops and a hurting heart
Before you, letting go was easy
“You must give up the life you planned in order to have the life that is waiting...”
– Joseph Campbell
The Story Of Us
I used to think one day we’d tell the story of us, How we met and the sparks flew instantly, People would say they’re the lucky ones. I used to know my place was a spot next to you, Now I’m searching the room for an empty seat, ‘Cause lately I don’t even know what page you’re on. Oh, a simple complication, Miscommunications lead to fall-out. So many things that...
“Apparently there is nothing that cannot happen today.”
– Mark Twain
Understanding
I guess I am starting to understand the differences that lie before us
There were so much misconceptions between each other
That when we would argue, words be misconstrued
Only our ears would hear the pain of ones utter
To the point of ones falling out of love and the other wish for the past
Two of which do not make couples last
It is the end that draws near given that it be sooner or...
If I can go back, I wouldn't change a thing. Not...
Start Today
Maria Robinson once said that “Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.” No matter what doubts, troubles, or worries you had in the past, these things remain in the past. All you can do at this point is change your future and shape it into the way that you want. If happiness is what you seek, then live a good life to happiness. If...
31 Ways to Make a Girl Smile
I got this Yahoo! and while most of these are cheesy, there are still a few that I like from the list.
2. Hold her hand at any moment even if it’s just for a second.
8. Call her just to say “hi”
14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
28. Recognize the small things … they usually mean the most.
Love is...
Indescribable. All the feelings in the world, but all the emptiness at the same time. I myself am too young to understand these things. And what I may feel in my relationship now, may be nothing more than a school girl crush thinking she is in love. But still, the world around me repeats the phrase of ‘true love’ or finding ‘the ONE’. Are these things true, whether people...
Life is...
Life is unfair sometimes. Life is not predictable. You can be the most kind and caring person. But sometimes in the end, you still get hurt. There are still people, obstacles, or situations in the way. You just have you get through them. Even if it is short term. Day by day. Hour by hour to minute by minute. You have to get past them.
No Questions Please
Nerves bring a wreckage into my body that reeves havoc internally. On the outside, my appearance is content and calm. But, people that truly understand me know that I’m putting on a mask. A disguise for others not to recognize me. To not know the pain I feel within. So I smile, I laugh, and I pretend for the sake of no questions asked.
“Let Your Light Shine”
Time is what I need
Anger doesn’t come easily to me. Pain puts a pressure on chest that is unbearable to take. My hearts beats at an unthinkable rate, and my mind circles over the worries that flow in mist air. It gets hard to breathe and I have to work terribly hard to keep the tears from bursting out of my eyes. But, this tension, this feeling cannot last forever. I must find the courage to move forward....
Tired
I’m tired of waiting for you to change
To go back to whom you previously were
I’m tired of watching you waste your time
In a swirl of games and blurs
I’m tired of this frustrating situation we are in
Never resolving anything
I’m tired of having my heart braking
The tears that falls, which hurts and stings
I’m tired of you not noticing
That I’m falling apart slowly
Most of all, I’m tired...
